Im not gonna hold you... school & life have been taking turns kicking my ass these past 2 months. I know its been SOOOOO long since I talked to you guys and truthfully I miss all 4 of you who read this. Thats no excuse though, I have to work harder and continue to grow with this blog shit. Self realization is KEY to life and you gotta accept certain things when its comes but this post ain't about that. So for this one I'm gonna put my Twitter philosopher hat away and just talk to you guys. Recently my friend asked me why I actually write these posts and what motivates me to keep on doing them. Now the easy answer is to just say that I enjoy doing this and that its just some new hobby I picked up BUT I never go with the easy/simple answer because thats boring. Instead, I actually took a moment and sat there and really thought about why I actually write these. It is not like I am famous or that I get thousands of people to read this. So 2 of my friends have cool cameras and go around taking pictures of some cool stuff. They would go out and shoot some shit and I would want to join them but with no camera there was no point in me going. I didn't have the money for my own camera so I decided to figure something else out and BOOM this whole idea of me writing came along. We made this whole platform for us to put out content and although it failed miserably (LOL) I continued to write these posts. I still don't really know what I am doing with this and I know its not your typical clean cut blog but fuck it. I found a passion in doing this and I just wanna keep talking to ya about whatever is on my mind. Im also not going to lie, sometimes I get insecure about this or I don't know what to write about. I am not perfect and this blog is far from that too but its very important to just continue to do it. Especially in my case as someone who just randomly started doing this and realized how dope this could be. The more I did it, more people actually hit me up to tell me the love this. I always post this on my IG not knowing if anyone would actually care or stop what they are doing to read this. If you are reading this right now BTW just know that I really appreciate it and I love you. Also know that I am sipping some horchata and wearing wool socks from Marshalls and I am super cozy. I can't even begin to tell you how it feels to have people hit me up and tell me that they relate to my post or that they actually love what I am doing. Although it doesn't happen ALL the time there is honestly NO better feeling in the fucking world b. To have someone take the time to hit me and say they like this... AHHHHHHH better than anything in this world. That right there is the shit that keeps me motivated to write these. I am going to continue to figure this out and create some dope shit for ya I promise. SO with the year coming to an end, I just wanna thank EVERY single one of you reading this right now and those who have read one in the past. Even if you read it and you don't like it or don't understand why I do this then still THANK YOU for even taking the time to check it out. For those who gonna ride with me into 2018 I wanna hear more from you guys. I wanna hear about things you want me to write about and If you are some type of creative I wanna collab with you. Just continue to hit me up, comment, share it with your momma, give me feedback... ALL that good stuff JUUU HEAAAARRRD ILOVEYOU!!!
again... thank you
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ANT X DAAZED X TONYTOOWAVVY X MR.STEALYOURFRIESWHENYOURENOTLOOKING x CHEF-BOY-R-FLEE
