Hey whats up world!
I was walking though campus the other day and I realized something.. "fuck it"! This is something I say about 29 times a day. I'd say about 85% of the decisions made in my life are justified by a "fuck it".. here are some of the many ways I've used this term before:
"I probably shouldn't do this she will get mad at me... ah fuck it"
"YOU DO NOT NEED ANOTHER BAG OF CHIPS... ah fuck it"
Some of these decisions went really well for me and others well not so much but fuck it ..right? I don't think people really understand the art of this phrase. I know it sounds really silly and all but seriously think about how many times you said it before you made a decision. One of the main reasons this blog and Simply2mellow exsists is because we just decided well fuck it lets do this.
There is something really and I mean REALLY powerful in saying these 2 words. Im only 22 and I can already say that there are many things I definitely regret and that is the worst feeling ever! ( next to stepping on something wet with socks on of course) All of these things that I regret could of been fixed with this whole "fuck it" mentality. If I had decided to go for those things regardless if they would of worked out or not, I would have been satisfied knowing I at least tried. Instead, I am just here thinking "what if" and this is something that I am working on because I NEVER want to have this feeling again. Now this is where I'm totally transparent with you and admit to me being scared, excited, nervous, anxious, and sort of embarrassed of these blog posts and all the videos my friends and I are planning to do. But fuck it... no seriously FUCK it. I realized, for me at least there is NO MORE room for regret and so here I am typing this at 3:07 AM when I should be sleeping because I have class in the morning. This is super important and yes I'm aware its very cliché but its something that will open you up to so many things in life. It can be anything from eating new food and learning about a culture or asking your significant other to eat your butt... it can literally be anything! It's so important to just go out there and try new things and go for whatever it is you want because you will never know how that shit turns out.
Look... this is something that has helped me and I hope that it helps you too. ( The 2, 3, 18, or 555 of you reading this.. I know for a fact 2 people gonna read this because I'm gonna force at least 2 of my friends to check my shit out ) If theres something you want to try, say, or do just go for it man just legit do it.. EXCEPT for tryna holla at my lady she is off limits b. Other than that though, the world is full of opportunities apparently so lets go explore and be fucking groovy and awesome and shit!
SPREAD LOVE
- ant
